woahh

 so. small lore drop and explanation for why i’ve been away (aside from total creative block screwing me over,) in high school i had a mental break down (pretty mild but probably insane to the average person) and i dropped out of high school during my senior year. after finally getting my medication and mental health under control, i’ve taken (and passed) 3/4 tests to get my GED! next one is tomorrow (i tried to schedule it today but there was an issue on their end) so basically after tomorrow i will be in a new era of confused “what am i doing with my life” that’ll either make me way more active here or less active everywhere. now i REALLY need to go to bed but. god i hope to be done soon.

in a turn of events that’s surprising to me but no one else: i did good in science but GREAT in language arts. who would’ve thought that reading and writing being basically the only skills ive worked on since high should would mean they’re the best scores i get. i’ve still passed everything i’ve taken so far but in the past, i’ve always done well with STEM and not so much language arts or socials studies. either way, i’m gonna be done with this all tomorrow!!!!!! no more mental illness haunting me on job applications i can just say i got the equivalent of a high school diploma. anyways yayyy and i wanna write more soon ugh. and read. i’ve had nothing lately. i have 12 notifications on dreamwidth and can’t check them til i’m done. (i could but it’s a reward to me.)

anywayd, goodnight <3 i miss being here omg