The view's so pretty From the deck of a sinking ship

 so ace attorney roleplay accounts are really popular on aatwt right now which is cool for everyone else and awful for me. because i start going crazy whenever they're out of character which is often. and i don't like being hateful and mean in my head so i channeled it into making a daryan account that only ever posts spotify links and retweets sharks and guitars. so i have some art from it too yay. and ofc im using it to promote klavdarpollo agenda. so mikeko too. 
 

haven't posted in 400 years but finished a oneshot i have to remember how to format here......... hmm. 

sleeping on a leash

Fandom: Ace Attorney

Characters: Klavier Gavin, Kristoph Gavin, Daryan Crescend, world's vaguest mention of Apollo Justice

Pairings: Klavier Gavin/Daryan Crescend (background)

Warnings: Some spoilers for Apollo Justice: Ace Attorney. A couple mentions of alcohol. 

Word Count: 2522

Notes: pre-gramarye trial, in the very early gavinners days. 
 

He’s sore, and he’s proud, and he’s happy, and he’s guilty. It’s a Monday. Last night, he hadn’t called Kristoph. He hadn’t even texted him.

(A more rational mind would realize Kristoph hadn’t contacted him either, but Klavier has never been particularly rational in regards to his brother.) 
 

( Read here! )

my sister is out of town for a week and i started getting bored and lonely by day two. so this happened. enjoy. 

 hm. so yesterday was the 2 year anniversary of the death that made me put my ghost klavier au on hold for over a year awhile ago, but also helped a lot in writing apollo's grief, so that's a bit of a strange feeling. i had a superr rough day yesterday because of it but i'm thinking now i could probably work on the less happy scenes that i needed to get to eventually anyway. im thinking i am gonna take it in the klavdarpollo direction but we'll see, really. weird feelings all around right now. 

omggg my friends and i get together to play through various ace attorney cases on discord on a weekly basis and it’s now the third time in 3 years we’re playing turnabout serenade. which means my obsession with this case i has been kicked into full gear again and now im in the process of working on my klavdarpollo fic for the case and redrawing my references for my gavinners ocs (and daryan & klavier alternate outfits) in a MORE complicated way. i’ve got big plans to turn them into paper doll-esque dress up figures so i can change them into whatever i want …… and i can’t help but think this is going to take me several billion years. 

 godd everything has been such a mess lately i can’t even remember if ive posted an update at all. i think so? if not: im on adderall now, i’ve been able to draw a hell of a lot more lately. although most of it has been sketches i haven’t quite finished and yellowjackets fanart on my twitter. i’m going to a concert tomorrow (or today i guess, it’s 1am) and so excited. and in other news: my dad was in the hospital and is now out and fine, and my sister is seeking more professional help for her problems and my mom is??? a bit of a wildcard but should go back to therapy soon….. as i said: it’s been a mess! but i’ve written a little and honestly i would post more if not for the fact that seems like i’ll end up spoiling the entire fic lol. 

 
finally finished a drawing! and had been wanting to draw miku for awhile, so she and klavier get to collaborate <3

edit: stickers for sale on my redbubble hehe 

FINALLY FREE!!!!!!!! from not having my laptop!!!!!!!!! after all that time it seems like the issue is mostly(?) my charger, so i'll probably have to get a new one but that beats the price of a new laptop by so much !

unfortunately my adhd meds still aren't getting filled so who know's if ill go back to feeling functional any time soon? but whatever we push forward. i kind of haven't been in a real reading mood either but hoping to turn that around also... idk... i can see fics being posted that seem so interesting but i dont want to read them if i can't devote my attention to them 

potentially misleading subject, but at least for a short period i’ve been able to write and draw. hopefully the fact i had like 300mgof caffeine in the evening yesterday and pulled an all nighter doesn’t have to be a requirement for productivity.

anyways, yesterday i wrote an unknowable word count by hand in an old notebook for just some silly one shot i came up with on the spot. i have no clue how many words it is but it’s about 7 medium sized notebook pages uhhh??? feels like it could be anywhere from 1000 to like 5k frankly. it’s really hard to assess what i did when my hand kept cramping up. i’m really out of practice writing by hand i should probably do that more often. i maybe could work on the rest now since i have the vague ideas for the last few scenes written down, but i’m also pretty tired from the not sleeping in 2 days thing.

anyways after that during the night, i drew some sonic the hedgehog fan art since all my friends were and i just saw the movie (…twice) and that turned out pretty cute i think!!! although i really need to practice the sonic characters more if i plan on drawing them like. at all after this… it’s hard ! i don’t remember how to embed images on my phone though. so. i’ll come back and edit that in later…

anyways, i’m excited! it’s an almost-christmas-means-it-wasn’t-christmas miracle i guess !!! i am pretty sad that since i have no laptop now, i either have to borrow one to type this up, or i have to do it on my phone. but i really hate capitalization on this thing….. and not being able to see a whole page at once drives me nuts. maybe i’ll ask my sister to borrow hers.

edit for drawing yay:



basically my friends were all drawing their favorite sonic characters in their clothes, so i did it too. yippee! also a fun thing i just. have not shared on here is that i have the iconic 2017 sanei stuffed apollo justice and i like to take him places with me to take pictures and stuff. so amy got a little chao version.
 
here’s mine in all his glory…. and with a coat and scarf for winter. as of february i will have had him 2 years…. my single most expensive ace attorney merch he was like 300$ and worth every penny. anyways yeah that’s all okay bye bye 

 omg i'm alive !!!! i have 18 notifications on here of posts i've missed which is strangely daunting... i haven't even been gone that long, my anxiety is just out of whack lately. i'll catch up on those in small doses.... 

anyways, in a positive note !! i passed all my tests and have officially graduated and gotten my diploma! which is stressful in other ways tbh, but gratifying at least.

i haven't written anything other than some ideas in my notes app, but i'm hoping one of them could make a good oneshot or something. i care wayyy too much about my chaptered fic to be writing it when my heart isn't in it so hopefully doing something else will be a good push to get into the swing of things without stressing over making it perfect. 

i've also not drawn a ton, but have done more of that than writing. i've got a sketch for klavdarpollo to finish and a klapollo drawing that just needs lighting added and i like those a lot. i also drew a decent amount of oc and character design stuff for other things i like but havent finished any of those either. the fact i ran out of adhd meds might just factor into the long line of incomplete projects i'm leaving in my wake. hm...